Saturday, February 4, 2012

loner 4


“Naj, ma dengan pa nak bercerai.” Ha? Takkan la. “Esok kami naik court.” If it’s better for ma like that then go on. I’ll just follow your flow, elders.


It’s not like dia tak boleh hidup bila ma dengan pa bercerai. But there’s a something wrong felling here and there.


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“Kau fly bila?”


“Jun ni. Aku masuk term fall. Kau?”


“Sama la. Weekend kita pergi flower garden nak?”


Naj angkat muka dari sketch. “Dey. Tima fall mana ada flower la dey.”


“I mean for musim bunga la.” Kai angkat kening. Lembap punya mamat.


“Owh. Aku okey ja.” Naj angguk. “ But what if we go to the garden first weekend nanti?” Tangan sambung melakar kertas di peha. “Time tu kan baru orientation week. So tak la banyak busy sangat.”


“Okey jugak. Nanti kalau ada aral ke apa aku contact la kau.” Kai kerling naj yang tekun melakar. “By the way asal hari ni tiba-tiba tukar port pulak?”


Tangan Naj terhenti. Kepala didongak kearah laut yang terbentang luas. View dari aras tinggi memang cantik.


“Saja. Sekali sekala tukar angin.” Tangan dibawa menari kembali.


“Kau ada problem ka?”


“…..”


“Naj. .” “Buk!”


“Oi! Kenapa pulak ni?” Tiba-tiba rebah depan aku. “Naj!” Tangan laju menggoncang badan kaku dihadapannya. “Kau ni pilih port nak pengsan tak kena tempat betul la.” Rungut Kai sambil mengangkat Naj yang dah tak sedar diri. Dah la ni tingkat empat. Jenuh dia nak cari klinik pulak.



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“Encik tolong isi borang maklumat pesakit ni.” Borang maklumat? Dekat klinik hari tu tak kena pun. Pelik-pelik. Nama penuh Naj apa ek?


“Err cik. boleh tolong ambilkan dompet dia tak?” Nurse tu pandang muka Kai pelik.


“Okay.” Laju kelibat nurse tadi hilang ke bilik doktor.


IC ditangan dipandang cuak. Oh. Naj. Najihah. Najihah Nur Aiman. Perempuan. Takku sangka takku duga.


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“Hypoglycemia and low blood pressure. I think she just needs to eat more. Pastikan dia minum air kosong selalu. Bila dia shivering bagi chocs or juice. And jangan bagi dia telan pil. Tahap consentration of pil tinggi dalam badan dia.”



“Juice?”


“Thanks.” Juice diteguk perlahan.


“You’ve got problem right. Najihah.”


Erk. Suara dia garang semacam je.


“Why?” Suara Kai mengendur. “Kenapa tak bagitau yang you’re a girl.”


“Because I don’t like to be treated like a girl.” Or I didn’t ever be treated like a girl even once. Being left alone. Nobody wants to take care of me. Tak ada sesiapa ajar dia untuk jadi a girl or a guy. So dia choose to be strong in her way. So that dia boleh survive. Survive in her ma and pa world.


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